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To all the guys who’ve ever broken my heart,

I hate you. My heart has never been the same since you took a piece of it with you. Sometimes it was small, sometimes big, but the result remains the same… I hate you for what you did. It was my fault to give you control, but still. Ugh!!!┬áSome girls may thank you for making them who they are today, but not me. I despise you for it. I regret ever giving you the time of day.

The point is… it’s hard to love someone fully when your hearts been broken, even just once. It’s hard to trust a guy when so many have disappointed you. My husband loves me and sometimes I feel like I do a sucky a job at loving him back. He’s the only guy worthy of my love, and after 4.5 years, I still suck at being selfless and loving him. I don’t know why I feel like this, but I owe some of that to you. I know I was stupid and niave to let you in heart in the first place, but I still share the blame with you for doing what you did.

I’m not bringing this up because I’m dwelling on the past. I have already forgiven and forgotten all you lousy guys. It’s just been on my heart lately because, at moments, I really feel like a terrible wife.

So… I hate you. The end.

Goodbye for good,

P.S. I rarely use the word “hate”, I usually go for the “strongly dislike” phrase, but it just doesn’t have the same affect in this case. So yes, I hate you.


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